While everyone spent their first day of SUMMER going to the beach, hanging out with their friends, soaking up the sun, or even those who were working their 9-5 waiting for the day to be over so that they can catch a break. I decided today is the day I am completely done with my own sh*t. Where do I begin? *steps on earring...* sh*t that hurts! There are things everywhere! I can't think straight, I don't know where I placed this, I don't know where I placed that, I don't even know how I am able to write this post right now but the refreshment was much needed. Not only was my home cluttered but so was my mind and as a mother and a creative, that's just something I don't need in my life. Sometimes I just want to cry, that's how frustrated I get with the habits that I created by suffering from anxiety (the legit hidden problem here), being stressed, depressed, or because I am unhappy with things in my life...sometimes they overlap each other but I no longer want to hide from things I could control...

Like a fine pen on thin paper, it bleeds through. You can see what I'm going through just by the displacement of my home, well I can, for the most part, that's why everything must GO!

Having things everywhere use to be something that worked for me, I know you are probably like "huh? that doesn't make sense". Usually, I am rushing and looking for things five minutes before actually having to leave the house not even repeatedly tardiness could stop my BAD HABIT. I would keep things just as is so that I'll be able to find them or look for them..a mess within the mess right? Having a cluttered space truly is an distraction, overwhelming, and just pointless. The more you throw out the better. I even threw out some of my organizing bins because it helps the clutter form.

I AM THROWING OUT THINGS I DON'T WANT, USE, OR NO LONGER NEED ANYMORE. I AM CLAIMING MY MENTAL AND PHYSICAL SPACE BACK!!!!!

**HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SUMMER TO ME! MY MOTHER WOULD BE PROUD OF ME RIGHT NOW HA!**

As I was scrolling on my Instagram sometime last week my fellow Instagram/Snapchat friend ''ChrisMiss'' who's also a mother,a creative, free spirited and just an amazing woman who was really transforming her cluttered space into a clean space from clothes, loose change, old treasures to old toys her son no longer plays with.. The timing was perfect because that's the exact state I was in. I wanted be cluttered free! I also wanted to share my experience with you guys and she helped me just by doing it as freely as she wanted!

Thank you ChrisMiss for inspiring me to share!